Weird, sorry?

. . . . S T A T U S

Mood : sigh

I felt lost in the middle of the love world.
I couldn't understand how emotions can take over so many things..
It draws me crazy sometimes..
I am very sorry for every mean words I said.
I was too furious and I just think of what makes me feel better at the mean time.

I often feel awkward looking back at what had just happened..
= ( I know it's not the first and also the last I'm saying this..
I really mean it.. It feels really awkward and I don't know how to put them in words..
Sigh..
I just feel.. weird after everything that took place..

Do you understand?