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Wednesday, April 06, 2011

I'm dead.

. . . . S T A T U S
Mood : =( 

"Life is not horrible but challenging! Think it that way!" said Liza. 

"/\___/\___/\/\/\/\____________" Certified dead.

I was rejuvenated when I heard that from Liza. However, a couple of hours, everything turned doom, doom, doom.. A piece of darkness.

I tried to be positive but something bad just landed on me again. I am feeling like a little criminal waiting for the death penalty. = ( Do you know how awful that feeling is? I really feel like hiding a side and cry when I met that incident just now.. Yet, I need to tell myself, come on, it's not the end of the world, you are 20 already. You think you are still 7 years old who can hide a side and cry when you face difficulty? NO-NO-NOOOO!

I felt like a criminal not because I did something wrong. I told myself,
"If I know I have done nothing wrong, there is nothing to fear about."
I kept on persuade myself with this statement.

I don't know what the issue is going to be this round. It's not the first time. I don't understand why it is always me. I just gotta be strong and say 'no' to whatever accuses they are trying to put on me. I really loathe this kind of pressure. It's really a very sickening feeling! I hate the feeling of waiting to die--! ='(

Justice exists.. 
Doesn't it? 
It will happen on me also. 

I can't wait for holidays. I want to leave here. I hate everything about here. ='(


  1. wei, whatever you're going through, stay strong, and pray for patience k.

    "the reason we are made to face challenges, is because some one up there knows only we can succeed'

  2. "the reason we are made to face challenges, is because some one up there knows only we can succeed" Nice saying. Thanks Liza. ; )